Fear

1/26/15

                There are lots of different types of fear in my opinion. Fear could be that you are scared of something or another thing could be that you are worried about something that is going to happen. I would say that I don’t really fear much in this world. Sometimes I get this feeling that I might die and leave the ones that I love most behind. That is not a fear that is there all the time just on random days when it happened. Some people say that pain is fear leaving the body but I think that they are crazy. I don’t really know what else that I should write about so I guess I will just tell you about my day so far. I had to go down National so that I could make it to school on time and then I have to go back the same way because some crazy person thought that it would be ok to shot a cop. Well I am now ready to leave this class and be able to do what I want to do out of this class. I’m not sure if I’m going to be going to my next class because I really don’t want to go. I have no fear that I will get in trouble because that class is really not the great. The teacher sucks and I don’t like lots of things that she does when she is teaching. I think I could find a much funner thing to do but sit in that class and hear her say how much she loves health. I think not oh well I need to go because I know that If I don’t go that she will talk about something really important. Well I know that I still don’t know what to talk about so I think that I will talk about my horses. I love my horses so very much I don’t know what I would do without them. Whenever I’m sad I go out and love one them.

                I think that pain can be caused from lots of different things. One thing that can cause pain is love I say this because when you are in love and then that person leaves you that really hurts. Not that it hurts fiscally but mentally. When you smash your hand in the door that would be fiscal pain. Both of these pains can’t really be helped. Sometimes things just happen and you don’t have any control over them what so ever. You can always heal from the pain even if it is fiscal or mental. Some of them might take a little longer than others but eventually you will heal. The hardest pain is when someone you love dies. There is no explanation on why they have to leave you it was just their time to go. People take pain in different ways. There are people out there who like the fell of pain because it makes them feel alive. Some people put pain on their self, trying to get rid of some other pain that they are in. well that’s all I have to talk about at this point I’m don’t talking about all this pain its done and over. Good bye.

                Different things different people and different ideas. We all see things different and we don’t even know why that is. I like chocolate but then my little brother like a different kind of ice cream. I like different people than my mom and my dad. Being different is not a bad thing it could be a great thing. If you are really smart but then you know someone who is not as smart as them but they still try to be all they can be. If you look at animals and people we all look a little different but all people are made of the same things. Animals all look a little defferent but then when you look close at them you find that they are all made up of the same type of genetics. I like it because you can have the same type of dog but you will be able to tell which one is yours by the way it looks and acts around you. We are all a little different in our own way and there is nothing in this world that could make us all the same like some people would want it to be like. Well I think this day is over with so I don’t want to type anymore so hope I have done what you have asked for and now I have to say have a good day and live in anyway that you want. Just live your life the way that you want and never give up on what you want to become later in your life. 

Horses

1/23/15

I have been ridding horses my whole life. Even before I was born my mom would take me ridding with her. After I was born I would go ridding with my mom and sit in front of her and take control of the horse. It always made me so happy that I could control something so much bigger thin I. I always wanted a horse of my own so I saved up the money to buy this horses that was only $500. It took some time for me to save up the money so that I could have my own horse. Finaly I had all the money that I needed so I could have my very own horse. The horse’s nave was Chef and he was about 28-29 years old. That is old for a horse and they usually don’t live much longer than that but I did not know that. I had Chef for about a year and he started to get down. He ended up dieing and I was sad. And I cried a whole lot and so did Lacey. The next horse that I got was a black one. He was given to me by a friend of the family, because he was not going to be able to break him his self. This horses name was loco and he was black with a little bit of white on him. Loco was just two when I got him witch meant that I was going to be the one who was going to train him. It did not take long before I was ridding him just fine. We had him at the stables and one day we got a call saying that he was dead. That killed me I was so sad and we cut his mane and tail so that I could have someone make me a bracelet. After that it was on my birthday when I got my next horse.

            So I never cry and so talking about this is so different. The only time that I cry is when my dad yeals at me and I don’t know why bwhy but he is like the only one who can make me cry. I think that it is because I lo ve hime and that her never gets on to me. I am a daddys girl and I think that that has a lot to do with it. I cry whenever someone I know dies that is always a sad thing to me. When my horse died I cryed then but those are the only times when I have cryed. I think that it is a good then to cry but I don’t like to because it givers me a bad head ake and I don’t like them. People think that it is weird that I don’t cry a lot but I tink that it is ok. It also makes you smug your makeup and that never looks goodwell I don’t know what else to write about. So im just going to say hi and that will be it till I can think of something other to say to you lovly people and then I will be gone. Leavingthisd class will make me so very happy I don’t like this class at all I want to leave and then be happy and then I can do what ever I like im ready to leave what about you? YES OR NO? SO MANY QUESTIONS AND I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SAY WHAT I WAT TO SAY. SO SAXD so funny I think that I could laugh but I wont because wwe are in this class and I want to leave and be happy. Happy is always a good thing bt being in this class right now is not making me happy. I wish I could see what I was writing. I is making me mad and I want to hurt someone.lalalalalalalalalalalalaaallalalallaalalllalallalalallalalalallalallalallalal lol lol lolo lol lol lol lol lol  well this is going well.

Bucking Through life

2/6/15

Bucking through life

                I like being around horses so that is how I came up with what I have now. Every time you get bucked off you still need to get back on. Save thing with life when it knocks you down you have to get back up and try it again. Even when you don’t think you can keep going you have to try. When you are worried you might get hurt by something or someone you still have to move forward and try to make it in the past. Yep now you know why I picked what I did now I’m done for today.

               

                I would want to be the color white. I would want to be white because no one would want to use me. I would last forever if I was white no one wants to use a white colored because it’s not very pretty. I’m boring person so white would fit me just fine.

                                                                                        60

                I would say 60 because I don’t really want to live past 60 unless I don’t need anybody to help me in my life. I don’t want people to have to help me because I want to take care of myself.

The color Blue

Blue water blue sky I look up and I look down but all I see is blue. I find blue to be the best color because it’s the sky and the water. We need both to survive in this world where everything is turning brown and gross. I see people around me who have blue eyes does that mean they are full of air or water? Yes blue makes up most of this world. Blue is a cool color it is a soothing color for most and calms people down. 

learn something new

If I could learn something new I would want to learn why we have dreams and what they mean. I would want to learn what all the different dreams mean. Like what do the falling dreams mean and the flying dreams what do they all mean? If we could find out what all the different dreams mean then we might have the answers for stopping bad dreams the little kids have. When we dream about money does that mean that we will get lots of money some time in our life's? I don't know what all the different dreams mean but I sure do think that it would be cool to find out.